Fighting Ugly

I’m a 22-year-old female, and the older I get, the
more often I am ridiculed by straight men for being ugly. Just last
night, a man asked me if I was jealous of my pretty friends and if I
wished I could look like them. I know I’m unattractive, but I’ve met
wonderful girls who I think are at least as physically unattractive as
me who have managed to find someone to love them. I need to know if I
should even bother anymore—it’s hard to find a job, make friends,
and basically just find people who will treat me like a human being. I
shower every day, try to dress well, and wear makeup, but none of it
seems to help. It appears that my only options are plastic surgery or
suicide, and the older I get, the more appealing the latter becomes.
And no, I don’t have body...